Morning … i m here early, to do some paper work and scribble something in my blog. Got to mark the FM2 paper too. Anyway, i m back …

Boxing Day

Hmm … i used to wonder WHY they called it a boxing day. Is it a day where all the boxers being recognised for their violence of punching others? Or is it a day where people celebrate to watch boxing ties? Argghh … i always have so so many questions in my head … on WHY this, WHY that till today, i realised that i will never get ALL the answers to my questions?!! Well, since i m not born in a Christian family, i m forgiven for not knowing what boxing day is. In fact, i never receive any gifts from Santa Claus. Perhaps, I hv never been a good kid. LOL.

I wonder … is it GOOD to lie about the real existance of Santa Claus(or Choi San) to the children? If you watch TV cartoon channels, almost all show Christmas related atmospheres. And NODDY questioned “How Santa being able to send ALL the gifts to EVERYONE in ONE night?” A very valid question for a child(i believe i will question that too if i m 7, but i m not!) … and the way the story goes quite disappointing, in my view. WE LIED to out small children! Are we allow to … err … lie? Just a white lie, it is ok? Children will grow up to understand that it is OK? Hmm … i wont agree. How Santa with big BELLY comes down the chimney, i used to ask?

Choi San really exists? If i m to question that to my grandma, she will make sure she hits me as hard to question the validity of a GOD? Hmm … i was too small, then. We are NOT allowed to question … sigh … those monkey-adults simply do not accept our curiosity. I know WHY they acted the way they are now. We kids are supposed to BELIEVE the story of the monkey-GOD(su mo kung) … otherwise, we will be seen as BAD kids, not respecting GODS! Growing up in such an environment(many children still are), i could only feel deprieved of logic information! Deprieve of my thrist for TRUTH. But again, WE ARE ALL taught NOT to accept truth! We dont go out and tell people i cant to to a party/function, because we dont have a proper attire or we are hiding our pimples, CAN WE? Or we can swim due to ‘lai hung’? Wonder why they call it that way … literally it means “coming red”! WHY cant we say … sorry that i could not join we all for a swim today as i m having my “period”.

Why we cant sweep floor during CNY? But, insisted the floor to be swept everyday? Puzzling … life is really a huge puzzle in my lives. I asked too many questions that NOT ALLOWED to be opened. You dont ask WHY people gambling their fortune away, can you? Or WHY many queuing up in TOTO/MAGNUM/88 …. if you ask, is it due to GREED? PIAK … you bastard calling me greedy? Then they will start to pray to CHOI SAN to forgive their kid innocence! Sound familiar? Hmm … dont believe me, go to any temples(or even churches/mosques these days) you will see someone praying to strike LOTTERY!

Ok … i hv to pray for my stocks to gain values this week! LOL.

I m a sarcastic n cynical person, am i? Err … simply because i expose some TRUTH in our human weaknesses? Perhaps, i do carry a point? Hmm …
I can blah-blah-ing on those tunes if you want, you know. Told you, you love to hate me. Watch HOUSE. He faked cancer! LOL

Liverpool

I watched Liverpool’s game — i was free and very tired after spending hours studying. So, i relax to watch Liverpool beating Portmouths 4-1. But, Arsenal and MU escaped with narrow victories. Well, the EPL will not be part of me anymore, ao it wont matter to me if Liverpool could not get into top 4(CL places at stake). But, it is still nice to see they played well to beat a formidable team.

Trading

I think i will change the term INVESTMENT to TRADING as that is what i m doing. I will trade. Oh yes, i bought Gplus on monday for 1.65. So i m a shareholder of ASTRO, RANHILL and GPLUS. Hehe. Come on … run run …. go up.

Ok … pause for a while as market opened. Need to stalk …

10.05am

Police Saman

Last Sunday we supposed to go back to Melinsung. But, as Mag having her morning-noon-evening sickness, i brought Er for jalan-jalan, instead. First, i brought him to see horses … yes, Sabah Turf near Tg Aru. If you dont know where is that, where have you been in KK? And if u never been there, just drive there and enjoy a trip there(and the smell of horse’s dung too). Er enjoyed that. Yup, kids enjoy simple things compared to the so-called boring adults(adults need stimulations … such as sex, pc-game, food, drugs … you name it). I still managed to live a kid’s live! Haha. Lucky me. Anyway, i will bring Er to ride a horse someday(as soon as he could sit properly). I m glad as I could bring my son to enjoy many things that i enjoy doing … like riding a horse, riding a boat, riding the tides, riding … ! LOL.

Then, i brought him to airport … he likes planes(a proof that he is a male!) … a lucky boy, indeed. I only seen a real plane from a near distance at age of 30plus! Haha. He has taken planes since 4 months old and next yr to KL will be his 4th trip! Anyway, the airport was packed as many flying back to KK for Christmas holiday. I could not find a parking … so, i parked on the road side(NOT blocking the flow as the saman claimed, kesalahan no 2, blocking lalu-lintas). Just for 15 minutes, i got my first saman. Sigh.

Playing cool … i drove to STAR as planned. This time, to take some pictures of the Christmas decorations. Went to the ponds to see fishes and also the playground.

Done all that … dropped Er with Mag at her mom’s place, i drove to Melinsung. Yes, i enjoy myself there.

Moving back to KL?

I will take a little time to update my resume and write-in to few colleges in KL/PJ later. Well, if they are willing to pay much higher than IS, i might consider the offer of going back to KL. That idea has been ringing in my mind for months now. I think i should give myself a chance to move on. I m happy working here BUT … the issue of moving to Menggatal(increase the consumption of petrol, my time travelling and the possible of reduction in my tuition classes) giving me an uncertain decision. A move will be good, financially. I m confident that i could get a better pay and more opportunities to teach in colleges. There are many colleges looking for quality lecturers back there. Besides, KL is my place … the only thing holding me back is my family. Will Mag be happy there? How will it affects Er and my little one(named Calvin is a boy, but havent think of a name if a she is a gal)??

Without tuition classes to support, i will be certain to go back to KL tho i might like KK life-style better. I can always come back to KK(and may be IS) one day …

House

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Bh7vnIVPv4

Listen to the script … a good one and i could relate to that. LOL. Will find the courage to throw all my stupid surrounding away and be Dr House for a change, someday. LOL. A genius, indeed.

Hello, sick people(double meaning here) and their loved ones.
In the interest of saving time, …

No, i dont have pain management problem.
i have pain problem.
But, who knows? May be i m wrong.
May be, I m too stoned to tell
So, who wants me?
And who rather wait for the other two guys?

cuddy : “are u being intentionally densed?”
house : “huh?”

Inducing migraine
“Increasing leg pains.”
*hits with cane*
“Aww you miss Stacy, too?”

What are you hiding?
I m GAY. Oh, that is not what you meant.

No applause?

No worry, your secret is save with me.
Hey, Wilson, guess what Foreman just did?

He did however get hit by a bullet
he got shot?
No someone threw it at him

ooppsss, i missed

I know you’re in there.
I can hear you caring

Hahaha. I laughed my butts off.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r-8WP4zIWgM&feature=related < -------- Dr House is a very busy man.

Haha ... Mr TEH is a very busy person too, you know. He needs to blog, read Dilbert, experimenting(LOL), listen to songs, update with biz news. I m very busy when i m in office, for sure. LOL

He loves bike and music. And I like Jennifer Morrison too. He is sarcastic n cynical. Hehe.

Lunch time ...

2.45pm

Politics

Back to the school to do some work(like ... now?). Went to the Imigresen ... it is like big Istana, with green domes. Only they know WHY green(perhaps trying to be environmental-friendly after clearing the huge land, chopped of the greens?) ... and domes? Look like a mosque? Surau? Nope ... it is Islamic identity of architectual. Hmm ... it is a Sabah Putrajaya-lah .... i mean Putrajaya-bah. Hehe
Well, not manage to get my permit re-new ... means, i m an illegal immigrant at the moment! Huh? A Malaysian needs passport to enter and work in another state? It is about time they do without that, placing such an unneccesary boundary. Wait ... what is the purpose in the first place? TO PROTECT SABAHANS ... otherwise, the west malaysians will flock here and steal their rice bowls! Haha. Kitingan sold PBS to BN, the Kadazans are lost ... . Lets not talk how dirty and stupid politics in Sabah, please.

The sense to PROTECT showing the inferior in them, actually. Dr M said that ... it is a matter of time the Bumis need to stand at their own feet and not too rely on the Gov. He said that right, but the implimentation and the change in the mentality will definitely takes indefinite ... hmm ...

OK ... I wont look into politic. I hv a goal to achieve and it needs TIME. A lot of concentration and time ...

look into this clip ... haha ----> M for Malaysia

A true state of “Democracy” in Malaysia video, drawing parallels to the movie “V for Vendetta”.

Malaysia Mis-information Minister claims that the General Elelction every 5 years means that we have democracy in Malayisia.

Democracy is more than having elections. Democracy is the freedom to peaceful gathering. Democracy is the freedom of speech. Democracy is the freedom to express opposing views.

There can be no democracy without elections.

But there can also be elections without democracy.

The administration of the Malaysian government is moving towards complete total hegemonic domination which makes it no difference to the dictactorship of Chancellor Adam Sutler in the movie “V For Vendetta”.

Brad Adams, Asia director at Human Rights Watch commented “Prime Minister Badawi claims to be a reformer, but when it comes to holding onto power, he and his party make one set of rules for themselves and another for everyone else.”

It’s time for political reform in Malaysia. Vote for change.

People should not be afraid of their governments.

Governments should be afraid of their people

http://malaysianpolitics.com/

or watch —-> HINDRAF rally
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Need to get back to do my marketing … hehe

TEH